Sunday, December 30, 2012

The flame burned out but it glows

I don't know why but hey look I'm blogging again! Yes, new blog and no, I didn't delete the old one. It's still in the World Wide Web somewhere, rotting to death. So many fond memories were in that blog, or are still in that blog but fret not! I still read the posts sometimes. You can too if you're 1. my friend and 2. is close to me. Just ask and I may or may not let you in the mystery of sophienaiklorry. Just thinking about the way I found the url is making me go awwww :')

So yeah, hello hi hi! I don't know how long will I keep this up. Hopefully long, no? That way I can start with all the sappy sappy "that post made me cry" posts for people I care about again. Why did I close the old blog you ask? Or don't ask? Well, if you must know, I did it because of personal reasons. Haha yes I know that doesn't really answer the question. I don't know. There wasn't any point for me to post my feelings away on the net anymore. Let's keep it at that. Plus, I was running out of words to say even though I had a chain of events happening, regardless good or bad. Trust me, they are mostly good :)

So here I am, at 4am with Mumford & Sons - I Will Wait on repeat trying to do something that was so easy for me in the past but I find it difficult to do now for some reason. Maybe it's my way of saying "I've grown up"? Maybe not because I feel the same as how I felt 2 years ago. I still feel 16. Isn't that weird? I'm supposed to be into make up and heels now and I'm like.. uh, I love my cotton candy lips smackers and my flats.. My ikan from college, Nurul went all, "Put on eyeliner, don't wear your beanie" when I asked her what should I wear to meet a friend recently HAHA. Sigh I don't know. Have I changed? A question I would always want to ask the people that I've known for a long time but never had the guts to. Now guys if you're reading this, answer me please? See, blogging made me fearless~

Really should go to sleep. Can't believe the year's ending already.

ps: sorry for the really bad layout and all. Didn't really have time to edit this yet. This was more of an impulsed decision kind of thing xo